It’s probably time for a drumroll or whatever.
This is the seventh birthday of BFS&T, and it almost went by unnoticed. By ME, I mean. It’s easy for no one else to notice, because I haven’t written a damn thing in six months, but you’ll be glad to know that I do at least consider writing once in a while, or I’ll have an interesting dream that I think about sharing, for about one second before I roll over and go back to sleep. It’s not that I don’t want to write, it’s that I want to share things—good or bad—that I think are compelling, and whether it’s a case of writer’s block or the financial stress and lack of self-confidence that extended under-employment brings, I haven’t felt capable of creating compelling content lately, so I’ve continued to lie low. The good news is that I’m not trapped under the black cloud of full-on despondency, like I was when I wrote the previous entry. What a strange time that was.
One thing that can potentially get me back on track is if I write about music. For some inexplicable reason, when I started this blog I didn’t intend to write about music too often, if at all. I figured there were (and are) many people who wrote (and write) about it much more eloquently than I ever hope to be able to, and that’s fine. I’m happy to create music, and to make a
meager living at it; I don’t necessarily need to write about it. As the famous saying goes, “Writing about music is like dancing about art.” That being said, music is what I care about more than anything. I also probably know a lot more about it than most people do. Having the opportunities to play so many instruments with so many people in so many styles and in so many places, I feel I have an interesting perspective. I guess we’ll find out together whether or not I actually do. The tricky thing is that this blog is quasi-anonymous (unless you’re friends with me on SocialNetwork), so I may have to get clever about the way I describe and pseudonymize people, but that’s definitely a challenge I’m up for.
I’m not going to make any promises here. There may very well be another extended hiatus. But I haven’t forgotten about this creative outlet that I love, and I’m certainly not giving up on it. I can’t believe it’s been around for seven years. Seven is a good and supposedly lucky number. Truth be told, I thought it was six—and at first I even called this entry ‘I’m Six!’—but then I looked back and remembered that it was migrated over from that other blogging platform in 2006, not 2007, and that this is now 2013. Phew! All that to prove that my skills at simple addition remain intact.
I should probably wish you happy holidays, too, in case I don’t get back here before then. I hope your season is filled with any combination of joy, love, friendship, family, travel, and fun.
‘Til next time, then.
See you soon.